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April 10th, 2005

04:15 pm - Kissing tiny flowers This is my last entry in this journal. My new name is tanjureen_dreem. This weekend was pretty gimpy because I didn't get to do much. I did have a pleasant blast from the past by spending some quality time with an old friend though. I've been thinking a lot lately. I've felt so hopeless. Does anyone besides me ever mourn for the failure of humanity? And yesterday I saw you standing by the river, And weren't those tears that filled your eyes, And all the fish that lay in dirty water dying, Had they got you hypnotized? And yesterday I saw you kissing tiny flowers, But all that lives is born to die. And so I say to you that nothing really matters, And all you do is stand and cry. -"That's The Way" by Led Zeppelin Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: Zep

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April 8th, 2005

04:21 pm - Watch out! Daddy, I just can't wait. Bring it on home. Bring it back home to me, baby. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Getting the Led out!

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April 1st, 2005

04:32 pm - Some people cry and some people die by the wicked ways of love. If every time I took a hit, an hour was subtracted from my life, I would already be dead as a fucking door nail. Get real. It may kill your lungs, but it definiely kills your personality more than your lungs. It changes your whole life. I haven't cared, and I guess that's exactly how it's changed me. Most of you probably won't understand what I'm saying. Most of you probably don't EVER understand what I'm saying in this journal. Don't say, "Smile!" because I'm just going to blow you off. It's not that I'm angry or sad, but ya know, I'm not happy, either. I'm just trying to live life. Does this make sense? Well, last weekend was pretty intense. Not to mention, a little confusing. I didn't realize that a kiss could cause so much pain. No, actually, it wasn't the kiss. It was the response, "I don't know what's going on." You can imagine how special that made me feel (sarcasm). I sometimes wonder if I'll ever find love again. Current Mood: giddy Current Music: Sublime

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March 23rd, 2005

10:36 am - Ramble On Sorry I haven't updated in so long. I haven't had much energy. This weekend started out great but turned out to be hectic and painful for me and my family, but things are much better now. I've been trying to turn over a new leaf. I'm going to try to catch up on some homework and bring my grades up. I hope to have some good old fashioned fun this weekend, maybe hang out with some friends and go shopping. I'm pretty excited about starting to build the new house. Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: Led Zeppelin

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March 11th, 2005

01:04 am - Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds. Today is mostly a blur, except for when I ate at Taco Bell. They should keep better track of their fuckin tacos. I definitely had some strange experiences this week. Strange in a good way, I guess. I hate mentioning this, but Ben Affleck totally reminds me of this one kid, this two-timing freshman sell-out, who once broke my heart. I wish I had his number so I could call him whenever I built up enough nerve to tell him what a pain in the ass he is. Things to add to my list of insane ideas of stoned teenagers: - unbirthing: process by which babies are born backwards. The baby shoots from the mother's mouth and swims into the ocean. - Kidz Bop is the little kids' chant of death. Cupid, please, strike me with one of your divine arrows.... Current Mood: buzzzz Current Music: The Ghost Song

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March 10th, 2005

12:27 am Life is GREAT. Current Mood: content Current Music: EVERYTHING and it ROX

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March 5th, 2005

03:48 am - Images in black ink I forgot my name and snakes hiss every time I talk. Her long hair dragged behind her and the walls dripped blood. Words float in circles. Current Mood: blah

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February 28th, 2005

10:50 am This weekend wasn't my average weekend, but it was pretty chill. My report card was horrible. I'm going to focus more on my grades for the rest of the school year. There isn't much left. We'll probably be moved into the new house by the summer, hopefully. Life will be much more enjoyable then. Can't wait for Spring Break. I'm so sick of hearing about sluts who give themselves to every man they come in contact with. Does anyone have any self control or respect for themselves? Current Mood: peaceful

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February 22nd, 2005

09:44 pm - She doesn't care whether or not he's a good man. Do all people these days have no interest in anything other than being an asshole and making fun of other people? I don't understand people. People are so hard to please and so difficult to talk to because they're so unaccepting and ignorant of all ideas other than their own. Sometimes I feel like I can't say anything to anyone without being insulted. Why can't people just shut the fuck up and be more laid back? Current Mood: tired Current Music: Cake

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February 19th, 2005

04:39 pm - Gag me with a spoon FUCK all you ignorant assholes who think you know me. I'm sick of being ignored, unappreciated, giving, and not fucking receiving shit. I'm looking forward to the time when those fucking bastards get their bill from the karma credit card. I'm fed up with everybody's bullshit, like everybody going to parties primped up like they're going to a fucking fashion show. I don't have the energy, nor do I fucking give a shit, to fucking impress all you assholes. Current Mood: contined out, bitches! Current Music: Nirvana

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